2010: 2 dozen.

so here i am, finally in my 24th year! firstly, let me apologise for the long period of absence...i shall elaborate on the reasons why i went MIA for so long, but this post is not the post for that.

anyway, back to the issue of me being 24 now; 24 seems like a pretty big number! my parents rang me up this morning, and each in turn went on to say how i was a really big girl now and that i'm all grown up and old and am an adult. but really, i don't feel that much older or supposedly wiser or grown up at all! i wonder if i'm the only one who feels this way, or if it's a common occurrence? i mean, to me, turning 24 today feels awfully similar to turning 23 last year, which felt like 19, which, in turn, felt very much like 12.

ok, i just realised that i equated myself to a 12-year-old me.

but that's not the point. the point is, growing old scares me THERE I SAID IT! ok. i am 24 now. i can get married and have kids now. hope you guys are all well and we will speak really soon!