oh CRAP.

very seldom do i point out my flaws because being a child-genius i rarely, if ever have any i'd rather not deal with negative thoughts and go with the whole positive reinforcement flow. this time, however, i've gotta admit that MAYBE my plan to be an introverted-cavewoman-hermit blogger did not work out so well.

the first assault on my cock-sure attitude confidence occured when Yun turned up on my blog. my first thought was OMFG HOW DID THAT HAPPEN!? i was so sure of myself...i then proceeded to check and double-check by googling all possible combinations of words that would bring up my blog. the results were negative. and if she said it was luck, then i believe that she's very lucky indeed (note to self: don't gamble with her).

life went on as normal. my self-confidence slowly rebuilt itself...until tonight. BAM! another barrage on my claim for partial anonymity. JEANEY OH JEANEY! how you found my blog la??

suddenly i'm paranoid.

does this mean that my carefully-crafted-agonisingly-long-thought-out-supposedly-foolproof plan is actually *gulp* FLAWED!?!?!?

TIDAK! NO!
even hongyin, world-genius-second-only-to-me couldn't figure it out!

*breathes*

ok. YOU. you're a smart guy just that i'm always reluctant to admit it. i might be wrong, but chances are, you'd have found your way here too. anyway, if you're reading this, you'd better 'fess up now. because. if i find out one day that you've been reading in secret, i swear, by all the gods in Israel, i will....but not before i reclaim my two cocktails. but i'll still....

*evil laughter*

alrighty. no more surprises PLEASE! and Jeaney, welcome. i WAS gonna tell you eventually. i swear.

oooh...5 more days!