currently, there is a surplus of sunlight in my life. there is so much sunlight around, i really don't know what to do with it. i've been moving from chair to chair to sofa, trying to hide behind pillars and wooden beams, seeking out the cool and comfort of shadows from which to pass my day. i squint and squint trying to look at the screen of my laptop, holding my hands up against my eyes to make some sense of the typeface spread across the surface. the skin on my face feels the sun; actually, 'feels' may be an understatement - it is being singed ever so slowly but surely.



am i complaining about the sun? is that crazy?



the only upside of all this solar output is that the days are getting longer. and with longer days comes our increased ability to re-explore this land. with the return of the sun, i've been able to go out and see more things and do more things and experience more things. although inducing half-degree burns on my tender skin, it does provide a nice tingly warmth while i'm laying on the snow flat-out on my back.



it makes me feel a little uneasy, how uncomfortable i am around the sun (sometimes). i keep asking myself, "HOW TO SURVIVE AH??" but i guess that's an answer i will have to come to terms with when i'm actually back in the real world.