I'm feeling a little sorry for myself tonight. There are times when being far away from home really feels like a kick in the proverbial guts, and tonight is one of those times. A really good friend of mine is celebrating her 25th birthday back in good ol' malaysia (MILESTONE!) and everyone's there celebrating with her, pouring her drinks, singing her badly off-tuned songs (Redbox party le sigh) and buying her pink cakes wtf. Everyone EXCEPT ME wtf.

Tonight, I'm also missing someone dreadful =( =( =( =( perhaps it's a side-effect of all this rain and gloomy weather we've had today. I thought I had trained myself up well enough to cope with our current arrangement BUT! =(

If ever there was a time where I wished time would just FLY by, now would be it. 3 weeks and 5 days till I reach the shores of my beloved homeland (15 September, write that down) then another month and a week before I hop onto the ship and start another 6-month icy adventure with MY Muppet. Yup. Mine, all mine!

Ok, I shall go to sleep now. I've been having really REALLY amazing dreams this whole week, and they're not even of the 'wet' persuasion (calm down, I can tell you now that I've never had one of those before. EVER. There must be something wrong with me). Nooooo, the dreams I have been having are way more awesomer. For the first time, I had a flying dream! Then the next night, I had a flying horse dream! And then...I can't remember what else I dreamt of but they were all awesome and I didn't want to wake up and wanted to continue dreaming hence I've been oversleeping and waking up really late this past week wtf. But tomorrow is the weekend so, I fucking better get awesome dreams tonight again.