1:38 am

i am a person inherently attached to my memories like superglue on fingertips. Live For The Future, but i am ultimately kept alive by the recollections of my past.

i can't help myself.

everything that has ever happened to me seems infinitely better than what i am going through now. it is as though the days that i am living out this very moment are akin to a brand new car:
inevitably depreciating in value as time marches on.

i can't help myself.

when i think back on what was and what could have been and what should have been, i'm just filled with an indescribable...