A new start.

there...this calls for a fresh new start.

the reason i changed my site was to run away from you. i know. this is really childish. it's not something a mature 20-year-old would do. but i did it. and i don't regret it. there were so many things i wanted to pour out over the past 9 months (some of which i did) but i didn't dare, or didn't want to..because you would read it.

and then it would complicate matters.

which i did not want to happen. because if there's anything i did not need..it was complicating matters with you.

but either way...i think it's a good thing. the old place was getting too stifling and at times i felt as though i was compromising on the things i really wanted to say because there were too many people reading it...

ok..we'll build from scratch.