hello everyone, it's that time of the year again! yes, that's right! this is the time where i air my mind and tell you, you, you, you and you what i really want to say! but before we do that, here's a dialogue!

hot.
just for you.
killer. let's hold hands.
skip that. let's share warmth.
whoa! hold on. we're moving too fast!
got carried away in the heat of the moment (or lack of it).
sorry. my fault entirely. can't help it.
i guess it's all over before it even started then.
ha! classic behaviour.
perhaps we should compare notes.

1. tonight, i heard the song that you sang/howled to me while i was driving in the car. it suddenly struck me how incredibly futile everything is and has become. everything that i've done and tried to maintain up till this very moment of now was all a huge waste of my time. a futile endeavour.

2. sometimes i truly doubt the veracity of everything that transpired/transpires (eh?) between us. moments like these make me want to pick up that proverbial brush and just whitewash everything out of existence because what can you do with lies but to cover them up?

3. you've become somebody i used to know. well done, you!

4. i don't think we can be friends anymore. actually, maybe i don't think...i do know. and i know now that i am not your friend anymore and so, neither will you be mine. let's hug, part ways and never speak of this again.

5. sometimes i wonder if you know how much i rely on you and just how much you brighten up my day. THANK YOU!