tagged!

thought i'd do this because yunnie tagged me once and i didn't do it (EEP!) so i sked later she emo with me and think i snobby..(NOO!).

layer 1: the outside.
name : Melanie Anne Ho Jia Ling.
birthdate: 27 May 1986.
eye Colour: dark brown.
hair Colour: it varies from dark brown to an ugly shade of mud under the sunlight.
lefty/righty: right. lefties are the sign of the Devil.

layer 2: on the inside.
your heritage: PUREBLOOD chinese.
your fear: rats. and confrontation.
your weakness: messy blond hair and straight sharp noses.
your perfect pizza: (wtf?) pepperoni, salami, chorizo, chicken pieces, meatballs, pineapple, tomatoes, lots of cheese and NO ONIONS, PLEASE!

layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow.
first thought when you wake up: fucking alarm. *internal battle ensues*
bed time: very early.
your most missed memory: gazing at Scorpio with my back on the cold sand. (obviously i have a lot of other memories so don't emo silently at me).

layer 4: your pick.
pepsi or coke: plain water. or juice. gassy drinks are BAD.
mcdonald's or BK: rice la, people. have you not watched Super Size Me?
cake: anything with chocolate. durian chocolate cake? hell, WHY NOT?!
single or group dates: depends.
adidas or nike: converse la!
tea or nestea: tea on cold days, nestea on hot.
chocolate or vanilla: depends.
cappucino or coffee: neither. coffee makes me vomit.

layer 5: do you...
smoke: no.
curse: no.
take a bath: no. i take showers. HAHA.
have a crush: maybe.
think you've been in love: i'll have a post about this one day.
go to school: why, yes!
want to get married: yes. see answer two steps up.
believe in yourself: no.
think you're a health freak: yes. vegetables.

layer 6: in the past month.
drank alcohol: no.
gone to the mall: yes.
been on stage: no.
eaten sushi: (wtf?) yes.
dyed your hair: no.

layer 7: have you ever.
played a stripping game: no.
changed who you were to fit in: possibly.

layer 8: in a guy.
eye colour: preferably bluey-green.
hair colour: it doesn't really matter. but preferably dirty blond.
short/long hair: depends on the guy. more inclined to the short. but recently i've been proven wrong.
height: tall. must be taller than me. TALL!

layer 9: what were you doing.
1 min ago: thinking about writing witty answers that will be engaging enough for the readers.
1 hour ago: watching Australian Idol.
4.5 hours ago: shopping.
1 month ago: can't remember. i must've definitely been emoing about Heron.
1 year ago: hmmm. i must've been slogging over uni assignments since i AM a model student *koffkoff*.

layer 10: finish the sentence.
i love like: the smell of dried lavender and eucalyptus trees, reading a good book curled up on a comfy lumpy couch, laughing to a good joke, long nonsensical one-on-one conversations over a bottle of beer, awkward moments when eyes unintentionally meet then break apart, trying on the perfect dress that i can't possibly afford - just because i know i could've.
i feel: sheltered and complacent. and strangely tired and unmotivated.
i hate: rats.
i hide: EVERYTHING! dirty socks, arnott's chocolate chip cookies, the little black dress, my purchases, my feelings.
i need: a change. and to be assertive and stop playing mind games.

i'm not tagging anyone because this has been done to death. i'm just a bit slow.