Friday, June 15, 2007

multiple choice.

What is the definition of being numb?

is it plunging your hand into a bucket of ice and water and experiencing 30 seconds of extreme acute pain followed by...nothingness?

is it the feeling you get when you've lost all ability to care? try as you might, as you dredge up the bottom-most recesses of what used to be your heart yet something (anything) fails to surface?

is it thinking that you've gone through the worst possible situations that can be thrown at you and blinding yourself into a false sense of security when suddenly something blows over and you're back at the trough?

is it analogous to the sensation of someone using the back of a pen and slowly carving and digging an abscess on the left-side of your chest? chip-chip-chipping away while you just stand there helpless and unfeeling...watching them work at it without protest?

is it curling up into a ball on a chair and staring into space while you're detached from the world around you?

i'm just being curious, you know...cos if it happens to me, i'd like to be mentally-prepared.

7 Comments:

At 6/16/07, 12:34 AM, Blogger evil yun said...

erm...
numb = there's no feedback from the central nervous system as the afferent signal from receptors was not transmitted or recieved??

=P hehehhehee.. just guessing...

maybe more of kacau-ing u =P

 
At 6/16/07, 1:14 AM, Blogger ..melanie.. said...

lol..yea..that's a valid explanation for numb.

 
At 6/16/07, 11:59 PM, Blogger evil yun said...

wakakaka, u seriously read it summore??

 
At 6/17/07, 12:08 AM, Blogger ..kAixin.. said...

haha i wish i know how it feels like to be numb myself. then i wouldnt hv to go through all these #%@!$! emotions

 
At 6/17/07, 1:03 AM, Blogger ..melanie.. said...

yun: sure la..i read all my comments ok? hohoohohoho..makes me sound like damn nothing-to-do oni.

nikki: mm..but more importantly, do you REALLY want to get numb? it's a 50-50 situation.

 
At 6/18/07, 4:44 AM, Blogger ..kAixin.. said...

maybe the pain will remind you to learn and be smarter next time, and perhaps even makes us so much more appreciative at times when it doesnt hurt. oh well i dono. just that sometimes it hurts too much i wish im so numbed i dont have to go through it all over again.

it IS indeed a difficult choice.

 
At 6/18/07, 8:42 PM, Blogger ..melanie.. said...

wow. deep. how la?
i know.
get happily wasted whenever.

 

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