i can't seem to write anymore. i have lost the ability to express myself with words although i have so much to say that it's all clamouring within me just to be individually distinguished and heard. there's just too much at stake...i feel like i have to be guarded and that i can't just simply say whatever i want. i'm afraid of conveying the wrong message. this is all risky business.

refrigerator.

i miss Ayamas chicken.