I know i said a billion times that i most positively do NOT!
But i'm beginning to think now that i DO! i still DO! i STILL do!!

This is so typical of me. sigh.
Hopeless romantic...here we go again.

why la mel..why? didn't the past year teach you ANYTHING? why la do you refuse to learn from your mistakes? you must like the taste of disappointment very much. strange. you so strange.

but then..the calls. the talks. i think i'm going crazy.

i think...i shall move to Greenland. or Canberra. yes.