15 was 4 years ago

i can't remember what i wanted to write... that's the problem with me nowadays... i think about all these stuff in uni... and then when i come home, i sit in front of my notebook and go blank...

i'm too young to have short-term-memory-loss!!

ooh ooh... okies, it's coming back to me now.. slowly but surely..

yes.. i was gonna say that i was feeling a little nostalgic yesterday when i was looking back at the pictures taken when i was still studying in Taylor's SAM. it was just so FUN! i can't believe how much retardism went on in C25...it's just hilarious... when i was looking through it last night.. i was just thinking to myself... "Gawd... did we DO THIS??"




key idea: use your imagination

*sigh*

and don't think i forgot about the times i had in school... it's too good.. i can't even begin describing the times i had, except that it involved heaps of prank calls to senior guys, getting mud on white skirts (NOT ME!), chor tai tee every day, and just plain old dissing and crapping around...



*sigh*

i wish i was 15 again.. and then fast forward to 18... actually, i don't think i can even remember how 15 was like anymore.. it seemed so long ago...i remember at 15, i felt so mature...we were all finally in the morning session...THE MORNING SESSION!! and it was PMR! big step..

now, i just feel like a kid... that shouldn't be the case, right?

if i could just revisit one day in my life again... it'd be ... ... ... hmm.. that requires more thought..

*sigh*

wouldn't it be lovely?

but since i'm on that context.. wouldn't it be horrible to grow up? i wish i could stay 19 forever.. i don't even want to be 21.. i just want to be like what i am now... forever.. the thought of growing up, getting old, just scares the crap out of me... what will i be in 10 years, 20 years...? i don't want to think about it... and the responsibilities that come with it... i don't think i can handle it... i've been brought up by a sense that fun and play is good... and even right now, i'm struggling, cos uni just sucks up all the fun... it's NOT fun doing assignments and reports... not fun at all...
i don't want to grow up.. please?